YEARS AGO I HAD AN ARGUMENT WITH A FRIEND OVER SOME ISSUES OF MORALITY - OR HER LACK OF MORALS. ANYWAY, IN A BID TO PUT AN END TO THE LENGTHY ARGUMENT SHE SAID ' IN LIFE, CHILI, THERE ARE NO BLACKS AND WHITES, JUST SHADES OF GREY'. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAD HEARD THAT ANALYSIS, BUT I WOULD STRUGGLE TO DISPROVE IT, FOR EVER.
And so it came to pass. Ex is getting married. For someone who 'doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone', he's not doing badly. I was right, but there are times you wish you were wrong, and this is one of them. Because at the end of the day the evidence points to the fact that the problem wasn't anything / anyone else, but you.
And why it hurts so bad, I don't know. I guess I really liked the mofo.