Showing posts from October, 2012
I can write these things I am about to because my blog is now protected.

It's beena long time since I came here and a lot has happened. But in all that has happened I discovered, reading through my blog, that I havent changed.

Now it's a good thing to be the same person you were and not be unpredictable, but when it seems you havent changed because you havent learned anything, then there is an issue. I do not know what God wants me to learn from life and what paths I need to go on. All the things that afflicted and affected me made me withdrawn for a while, but other than the fact that I do not feel the desire to please anyone anymore, my issues are still the same and worse still, my choices as well.

I have been very unhappy for most of last week, primarily because of a sexual encounter I had with this guy. I have known him for about as long as I had this blog but now he is married. And we hooked up recently and I feel like I am in love with him. But we had issues when we trie…

Music To Our Ears

These are the actual lyrics to a Beatles song.

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.
See how they run like pigs from a gun, see how they fly.
I'm crying.

Sitting on a cornflake, waiting for the van to come.
Corporation t-shirts, stupid bloody Tuesday.
Man, you've been a naughty boy, you let your face grow long.
I am the eggman (woo), they are the eggmen (woo), I am the walrus,
Goo goo ga joob.

Mister City P'liceman sitting
Pretty little policemen in a row.
See how they fly like Lucy in the Sky, see how they run.
I'm crying.
I'm cry, I'm crying, I'm cry.

Yellow matter custard, dripping from a dead dog's eye.
Crabalocker fishwife, pornographic priestess,
Boy, you been a naughty girl and you let your knickers down.
I am the eggman (woo), they are the eggmen (woo), I am the walrus,
Goo goo ga joob.

Sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun.
If the sun don't come, you get a tan from
Standing in the English rain.
I am the egg…

All The Reasons Why I Think I Should Have Been A Rockstar

1. My hairdressers never have to repeat my hairstyles on anyone else. No one ever has the courage to carry it off.

2. Jeans are a major part of my formal attire

3. I'm attracted to guitars

4. I'm totally in touch with my inner child, but I am still definitely an adult. (Only rock stars can walk this thin line.)

5. Kids think I am cool.

6. I love to travel